What is the point of this blog for me? I am trying to do as many sketches as possible, when I have the time.
Where I'm trying to take this? I am learning this blogging system for future projects and having a platform where I can put all my doings.
Why here? It's a feeling of being connected. It has something to do with motivation.. when I'm making something public, it creates a motivation to keep it up. Even though nobody is watching, there is still a chance that maybe somebody is. No matter, it still lights up some kind of a spark to keep moving into a direction.
And I feel it. This is not even close to being an important part of my life, but when I have some freetime, I notice I'm thinking about doing a thing for the blog.
I like sculpting, I'm comfortable with 3 dimensional shaping, real and digital. And usually I get very focused when doing it. And through this focus, I sense I should be doing more of it. I think now this combination of publicity and sculpting has created an interesting arena for me to develop and dig deeper on my interests.
Also every time, when I post a model, I feel obliged to comment on it. And that feels like it's an important reflection on the work. I might think more clearly on the comment, when writing for a public review. So forcing yourself to a clear comment, maybe gives you a clearer reflection.
I'm also trying to become a better writer and a better communicator. Im trying to shake off all the over-the-shoulder people who come and comment on my writing. I'm trying to get into the root of me.
I'm using the word "try" though one short man once said: "do or don't, there is no try". I get it, but I don't actually, actually get it.